18.12.2009
Happy on the road
Happy on the road
The friend asks me, why write the characters, I say I do not know. In fact I do not really know. The ones that exerted all one's effort thought that thinks, but has thought of writing. Other things have anything.
The friend asks me, why so much time writes the characters, I say I do not know.
How much time are the ones that wrote the characters and can use. Pieces of characters take one piece hour can't with. But also how much time, does it take one year. Do you want any all one's life? Write the characters in order to write the characters. If so I can not do, I will be tired to death.
Friend ask me whether why make space to be so kind. I said I would know. In fact I do not really know why I will do the space, I am boring I am hollow. I do not have a thing that can be done.
The friend asks me, are the characters that you write true or false? I say I do not know. Anything is named real, anything is named false. Is there any advantage to make the fake? It is profound and unreal of course?
The friend asks me, who is he writing in the characters, I says that does not know. Who it is in fact. It is a man, a very remote man very near to the I. It is that one will never be my men's men.
The friend asks me, you write with your husband, write to your child. I said I would seldom write. Write too once in a while.
The friend has so many questions to ask me, I do not know how to say. So I do not say. Original literature: Prose network of the emotion ( www.5ylive.com)
The friend asks me, is age minimum you are at home? Not that I say.
Friend say, how fragily it is then you, you most heavy at home, no minimum, why such age, so fragile? I say I do not know.
But this question has been thought of by me much, let me think of the happiness. Where on earth have I thought of the happiness? Suddenly realized the happiness was on the road. So long as have happiness to go ahead, so long as you go to discover that there is happiness diligently.
About pampering, I want to explain like this.
My personality that pamper is granted by the parents, it is the parents that are spoilt, in charge of me something. I want to make a change, but can not make a change, difficult to alter character. I personality for decades how could say, make a change to can be made a change. It is moved that natural disposition is difficult, no?
Whether I have pampered oneself, I do not really have anything that feel. Perhaps it is a reason for having any lispers that I speak? I tongue heavy as a child, speak and look like children. But not many when the tongue is big now, only one or two times when the tongue is big in one day, can make it clear in most of the time.
Eh, the elder sister often says too why whole family all pamper me, certainly the sister pampers me too. All the time he has also said so till now.
The sister says, she hated me very much as a child. Because I am often ill, it is the good time in a few days not to have for one year. Parents always let sisters lead me, humour me. The sister is unwilling, she is willing to run crazily. And I am run, I have involved the sister. So the sister is itching to kill me.
The sister says what she hated most is, while hearing parents saying and letting her humour me, she is itching to kill me. This is her original words.
She often uses the small fist, is certainly that very strong fist hits me. I only remember time when she hit me, I do not strike back, am just looking at her. Because I am afraid of her. Though the sister had only grown up one year more than I, in my memory of childhood, she seems to be a very strong person. While especially fighting me very energetically. Feel very painful like that. Must hit enough for four times.
The question regarding made for several times, I have not counted, is when the sister comes back each time now, talk about this. She say must play enough 4 times go all out.
Hit for first times, I will not have the response. Can't cry. The silent one is looking at her. She is angry.
Hit second, quilt right away ****,I know baby wail. Then the mother or grandmother sets up horses comes out on hearing the news. He is angrier.
Hit for three times, four times, because I have cried, mine has taken the advantage of one's power. Being worried, sister shout" let you cry and ask you to cry for " ruthlessly ,Even hitting for two times.
Then run away, certainly, mother or grandmother can not catch up with her, she says she will run round the foot of a wall. The adult is not certainly so flexible, can not catch up with her, she says that is her unique skill.
The sister hits me at home, but forbid strangers to bully me. I follow her and go out to play, no one dares to bully me, know her terribly.
Now, the sisters comes back each time, all speak these words: If is now, how I am willing to hit you. Time can't fall back, if time can fall back, want to humour you when killing me.
Oh, this is to grow up, here is a kind of happiness.
I want to write with the cousin.
Sometimes the cousin, often say too I am a fool, and a fool. In fact, I am always one fool in front of brother, I treat the brother as the same one of blood brother, however, sometimes perhaps I think more farther even more. I did not originally want to set the brother free here, but I still added the characters about the brother to here. It is that one is as beautiful as person like this, not? Mother in the disease, he ask me whether mother does getting getting kind like this?
Last burst of his marriage. I am a very complicated feeling. It is really a very complicated feeling like that. A joyous pleased one of one kind is lonely. I am really glad, really lose too. The glad one is that someone could look after himmed at last. I will not know the lost reason. I wish someone look after he, but someone so in the he near treatment really, a kind of lonely feeling that I think. In fact I blame him, why is after being married for two months, it is willing to tell me. He has said why is it unimportant. Some things have no why. Perhaps.
The things are still there but men are no more the same ones everything is stopped. Everything will be stopped. Let's believe.
When I think, I will also remember my once happiness with him. At that time, I can if a the same one cry now also perhaps. Perhaps, it is a kind of happiness too while crying at that time, at the beautiful time when some could remember, is not it a kind of happiness?
Remember beautiful while walking. I am interpreted as too happily. Happy might not hold it in one's own hands sedulously. Such happiness is apt to suffocate.
A few days ago, this infusion that mother's appendicitis came. Having lived for a few days, mother has been telling me that talks about that in this, the mouth does not all have one quarter to stop. Say she year say these days speak me either to one of shes so many. Where does mother looks like every of a patient.
Yes, I with mother speak mouth do tongue to be dry, must buy water drink, otherwise can't say out, our lips talked about have all turned white. It is true of course. The lipstick that I daubed has talked about the skin too. Then just made white. What I do not stop is wiped, wiped with the napkin.
Mother always praises me, say I am a big beauty, praise me in front of husband, say it is a big beauty too how to see my girl. Mother's original words. Then, mother says I am kindhearted, more kindhearted than everyone. Mother illiterate, know word, but she say her to say one calculate, it stands up to be one genteel word all one's life - --Kindhearted.
The father is here too, he always sees me smiling, sees us mother and daughter speaking, just smile, the ones that smiled are very warm. That kind of satisfying very from U.S.A. very much from the deep of the heart one and proud smiling. Certainly, I will spread acting like a child with parents at this moment too. Wear my skirt, mention the lower hem, as the appearance of fluttering, turn two circles in front of them. Oh, have made children's defect.
When I cough in spring, return to homeland. I still remember, the father ransacks boxes and chests, has found out two bottles of fresh bamboos jasmine oral liquid. The drink left when mother coughs. There is thin and a layer of thin dust above. The father has wiped and wiped again with the napkin, the repeated one is wiped.
I stare at and have there in mind looking at. Have not expected I have touched it by oneself. I do not want to bother the father's enjoyment like that. I think, let fathers enjoy father's greatness again too. The father still tells me to drink a big mouth, don't drink the small mouth, too few to serve the purpose, too much and not all right. 15 ml. The person that there am much old I, did not I know this? I say eh eh.
Having a meal that time, on parents and me, I am a child. Father buy three chicken leg, say one one of people, I take, mother say, wipe out, must take back, this is too obvious to let me bear all the consequences.
The father buys for me, I like eating most, the peppery peanut kernel, I use and eat holding in hand, vent one's spleen like this. That's settled then, mother say I angry, let me start to start also. I Haha smile,I fair maiden woolen cloth,mother.
Yes, I have thought of a word, people live to the age of 80 to need a Mummy and a daddy too, this sentence is too right. How big the child is it is children forever in front of parents, no?
I am enjoying the happiness that the relative gives, I give my happy person too happily. In this way I am happy. I go down all the way, I am happy all the way.
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About the friend
About the friend
The love is too beautiful, splendid and brilliant, but like the fireworks, make people heart-broken; The kindred is filled long, if the relative loses, but let people suffer enough from the bitterness separated. Only the friendship, pure and right purely, at will, like the high mountains and great rivers, murmuring and trickling sluggishly.
The playboy played as a child, it was each other right to look at it: I should be with your intimate friend all one's life! That is happy childhood, but can not form the filling and wanting the condition of friendship.
After the work, colleague unoccupied I play with, stroll, it is close for form to like, getting many material estrangement that power and position have no intention, want each other soul complete leap, very much difficult.
Real friendship, work as it like uncle's tooth drum musical instrument, the son is a sound of listening to. Will such as Mount Tai, soup if water, one first string, and chirp in the heart.
Good close friend, such as entering the rooms of the irises and orchids, long and does not smell it fragrantly, melt with it;
Or like overlap upon overlap mountain spring, clear Yun interest, give people benefit gained from others' wisdom;
Or if first snow come back, build all over the world, fine, already become a fact very clean and clear under the body.
There needn't be many friends, expensive and precise. People's life energy is limited, the most beautiful soul, present with respect to the truest life. Close friend looks together with,unless all of a sudden like thought for flame, last all in that place any, produce set a prairie fire each, the heart adds and makes warm.
It is valued for laying one's heart bear making friends. Compliment communicates, advance freely; If the heart misunderstands each other, the valley grows the moat again, the false display of affection, does not link up after all.
Friend-making needs art. Before producing beauty. Friend all of a sudden if magnificent rainbow, prominent after torrential rain only perhaps, give hope that you born, attachment of the love. Walk close, it may be that black clouds sew the scattered pearl falling.
The real close friend must not be narrow. The polite formula of worldly wisdom, should far cast aside. Appreciate your talent, but see obvious poisonous mole too, do not hide and block, if necessary, only perform the operation and eliminate dispelling.
Close friend edge toll to weigh time, stop too but jewellery of time. The river of years has dropped down together, look back on life together, the ones that froze and highlied value had a picture taken as a memento together.
Needn't often desire, on the bottom of heart because of its Tibet. One tears knit the brows, smile, shuttle back and forth through compliment, slip into the dream.
Friend is a good fortune all one's life, and another kind of regrettable reason outside the kindred love. Value the close friend, value oneself, there is a worthy memory in life.
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